Futility

sometimes I feel like life is futile

I've said it before and I'll say it again
the only joy I have in my life is riding
to ride is to follow my bliss...

I have no kids
I have no partner or relationship
my job sux more and more every day
I'm tired of being broke
and not having means to do anything but subsist

and now my shoulder is requiring that I not ride

what the fuck am I supposed to do with that?

it's futile

momentum

Work is pissin me off again
seems it happens in fits n starts

I get to the stage where I figure
that's it - I've had enough

then sommat nice happens
and I change my mind and decide to stay
and we're all comfy cosy for a week er two
and then it starts all over again!

jeeeeeeeez

I just don't seem to be able to get a handle
on the "color of the sky" at the management level

I mean really
do they think all this stuff that they are implimenting
right now to fight the "morale issue"
is really gonna make a difference?

while I appreciate the effort
once again - to me
it's too little too late

truly
if there was seriously some support
for one who has issues
without
month's of red tape
or abject stupidity on behalf of the
powers that be

maybe there wouldn't be rumbles
off a mass exodus out the door
when the March bonus gets paid?

then again
maybe not!

still
they just don't seem to get
that it's all about momentum
get the ball rolling
and keep it rolling

but don't drop it
don't let it stop
momentum!

Fleabites - by Big Ugly

We all know damn well that "small" people try to increase their status by demoting others to their level.

They attack personalities, not ideas.

They try to drag you down to their level, drag you down into their pile of sh*t...then they point at you and cry that you're worse off than they are. They are still fleas, and flea-bites are a minor annoyance.

If you let flea-bites distract you from the important sh*t, you can't blame the flea--it's what they do!

So, swat 'em, kill 'em, gas 'em or ignore 'em, but don't let them be the center of your concerns.

Always walk tall and proud--because you are the real deal!