Peepers

so
tomorrow is the big day

peeper surgery

I sincerely hope this works

and I sincerely hope that
I am not expecting too much
from this

I am surprisingly
not scared
like I am
the day before
most surgeries

I am actually excited
and not the least bit worried
about the pain
cos I know I have a high threshold
and srsly
how much more painful
can it be
than the dark days
over the last couple of years?
so
apparently I'm a little sic
around the edges...

Earth
Air
Fire
and
Water
bring strength
and cunning
to the hands
of the surgeon
and make the healing process
as easy as I can hope for

So Mote It Be!