Tuesday, August 21, 2007

disillusioned

today I feel disillusioned

I'm disillusioned at being 52 years of age
and not having a home where I can relax
no...I've gotta live next door to the
Voodoo God and the Screechin Bitch

I'm disillusioned at being 52 years of age
and not having a retirement package
I lost it when Danny left with all my savings
and 2 HD's a truck and a trailer
and I know I'm never gonna see a red cent
so I should suck it up....

I'm disillusioned at being 52 years of age
and not having a car
the $100.00 kicked the bucket and now I'm car less
and can't afford car payments while supporting the VOD

I'm disillusioned at being 52 years of age
and living with my mommy
I know that she needs it...
but couldn't the bother or the blister take a turn?

I'm disillusioned at being 52 years of age
and having a job where the boss
couldn't organize a blow job in a whore house

I'm disillusioned at being 52 years of age
and not being able to rely on the people I work with as professionals
apparently I should "check their work"
WTF?

yup....
today....
I'm just plain old disillusioned

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

my sister, think it is time to cut the apron strings. as it is said, Just do it...whether it is a car, a new home or apartment or what. set down a date and have it done by then, "O" you forgot to also say, have funds for trike maintance.

Anonymous said...

Have to agree with Bryan...you have always come across as one fiesty broad (said with love) - dont let disillusionment get to you. Grab whatever spirit I know you have inside you and push it forward to a realistic goal you want/need!